I’m at the point where I can wonder
what alcohol masked, did it make me
more extroverted, was it some sort
of self-medicating? The answer to both
must be yes. If you enjoy a drink now
and then, or even all the time — that’s
fine. You do you — as dullards tend
to say. I’ve dulled my senses, across
something like 30 years, am pleased
to be getting some back. A little added
sharpness, and awareness, the little
pieces I clearly never cared enough for.
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As a recovering codependent I applaud you! I am still with the person who was an abuser of alcohol who is no longer an abuser of alcohol. They are my concrete example of change and a daily reminder that change is possible.
You deserve a hero’s award. Congratulations!